Let’s be honest: drugs are responsible for some of the world’s greatest art. From Robert Louis Stevenson to The Beatles to Snoop Dogg, artists of every stripe have long used intoxicants to alter their perceptions of reality and show us things we’ve never seen before.
Bryan Lewis Saunders is a multi-hyphenate creative who’s been a performance artist, videographer, poet, and painter, and the way drug use has influence art inspired him to attempt a unique and dangerous project: painting 30 self-portraits while on 30 different drugs. “Today we live in a narcissistic and obsessive culture, totally overflowing with drugs,” he explained in an interview. “And as an artist I am the filter.”
It should go without saying, but don’t try this yourself. Some of the substances listed below are incredibly dangerous for human beings, and only qualify as “narcotics” if you’re really, really desperate. Even a professional drug-taker like Saunders had to adjust his painting schedule after the experiment led to lethargy and “mild” brain damage.
The result is a unique, weird series of paintings, and a reminder that under the right circumstances, our brains can come up with some crazy weird shit.
1. Absinthe, small glass
2. Nicotine gum, 2mg
3. Adderall, 10mg
4. Marijuana
5. Valium, 20mg
6. Hash
7. Klonopin, 3mg
8. Abilify, Xanax, Ativan
9. Ambien, 10mg
10. Hydrocodone and Oxycodone, 7.5mg
11. Psilocybin Mushroom Caps
12. Buspar, 15mg
13. Huffing gasoline
14. Huffing lighter fluid
15. Huffing computer cleaner
16. Crystal meth
17. Butane honey oil
18. Cocaine, .5g
19. Butalbitals
20. Cough syrup, 2 bottles
21. Bath salts
22. Snorting heroin
23. DMT, during and after
24. Salvia divinorum
25. Nitrous oxide, and a Valium I.V.
26. Morphine I.V.
27. 1 Shot of Dilaudid, 3 Shots Of Morphine
28. Dilaudid, 4mg
29. 25I-NBOMe
30. Geodon, 60mg
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